LISTEN CLOSELY TO THE SONGS I PLAY, BECAUSE THE LYRICS SPEAK THE WORDS I FAIL TO SAY.
Do you ever get jealous of someone who interacts really well with a really close friend of yours, not because you have a crush on your friend or anything but because you’re jealous of how much you pale in comparison to them when you see how much of a better friend they are to the one you’re close to?
I am very cruel to myself. I demand perfection, but I am very lazy. I want to become great, but I fear the result of becoming misunderstood. I desire to be loved, but I panic at the thought of becoming rejected. I yearn to heal, but I long for the things that destroy me in the end.
does it ever hit you how truly lonely you are? like you have this terrible realization that this world has seven and a half billion people and yet you are still so alone?
The hours between 12am and 6am
have a funny habit of making you feel
like you’re either on top of the world,
or under it.
